Hisashiburi

I would have to say one of my favourite words in japanese is ひさしぶり(hisashiburi) which means long time no see. Such a hearty word and the way you say it. One of the best words.

Been a while since I wrote anything on here, partially inspired by my friend at mason346.blogspot.com ; if you get a chance go and read some of her short stories. She is a beautiful and lovely woman and I truly miss her dearly. Love you twin <3

So life is quite stressful and hectic with year 12 my final year constantly daunting over me and i find it hard to balance good study and personal relax time... I get stressed over the stupid things and I take it out on the wrong people.... But in all honesty some people deserve what they get.

I distinctly remember something a friend said to me. He said "Everyone of you girls is mean." then went and listed the ones he thought were not. Made me laugh, the fact he doesn`t realise that they only reason most of them are nice to him are because they want him to like them. Isn`t it funny how people can be so two faced like that. I`ll admit I am a nasty girl at times, but i feel I have legitimate reasons for such an atittude. I didn`t deserve to be treated like crap, and until you understand that and have some humility I think I will be the bigger person and just ignore you and your whining. People who want everything to go there way need to learn that life dictates that is not so, so if I have to teach people that I will.

Lots of negatives tonight, perhaps people have been rubbing the wrong way with bickering, bitching and whining... I should bake some cupcakes to cheer people up, everyone is so negative and it influences my own mood....... I also wish I wasn`t so excluded from some of my friends, its like I am their friend just for the hell of it, I am no longer envolved with everyone else though :/ it sucks.