Today

Well today is the day, this time last year I had gotten off the plane and was suffering jet lag quite badly. So what marks today so special? Three things actually,
1. Dads birthday
2. Host fathers birthday.
3. My return hone from beloved japan.

I remember vaguely returning home. I remember how anxious I was to see my family and friends. But I more clearly remember the depression I have suffered from the whole effect of returning.
Many things ran through my weakened mind earlier on in the year, some of which were meaningless thoughts, they ultimately caused me to become home sick and I still feel a but of it now.
I'm constantly thinking of japan and how I plan to return thus year in December. To be honest I'm nervous and anxious to see everyone again, a sickening feeling but excited feeling that affects your whole body purely fueled by your emotions.

My love for japan and the people I met there is endless. My feelings stand that I believe I could have finally broken the communication barrier if I had of had another year. A year is short, but I cherish what I had and I plan to show them how much I really do love them. Friends for life whom I made memories for life with.

I don't get so down thinking of japan anymore, but I still feel strongly towards it. I believe part of my drive is to complete year 12 to to the best of my ability and reward myself with the opportunity to learn what japan is to me. A chance to return to my 2nd life.
I will keep my chin held high and I'll continue working hard!


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